I do. I like predictability, and things I can count on. I like to
have a plan, and know what’s going to happen, how it’s going to affect
me, and what I’m gonna do about it.
I don’t do as well with uncertainty… This doesn’t mean that I’m not a flexible person, or that I don’t enjoy spontaneity or a surprise. I really do. In fact I think I handle a sudden change of course better than I handle a general lack of a specific plan.
I think this might have something to do with my lack of blogging lately, and why I never blog about my personal dating/relationships. I don’t want to put something out there, that could change at the drop of a hat. I convince myself that I’m not talking about it on here for other reasons, and although there is some validity to the other reasons, it’s really because I don’t know how it’s going to turn out, but I feel like I should.
So I miss out on the joy of sharing the fun things about where I’m at in life/relationships on this blog. I share with the people in my life that I interact with on a regular basis (if I didn’t do that, then that would be a red flag), but not here.
So I’m going to make an effort to share a little more, even though I don’t know how things are going to all turn out in the end. So…
I don’t do as well with uncertainty… This doesn’t mean that I’m not a flexible person, or that I don’t enjoy spontaneity or a surprise. I really do. In fact I think I handle a sudden change of course better than I handle a general lack of a specific plan.
I think this might have something to do with my lack of blogging lately, and why I never blog about my personal dating/relationships. I don’t want to put something out there, that could change at the drop of a hat. I convince myself that I’m not talking about it on here for other reasons, and although there is some validity to the other reasons, it’s really because I don’t know how it’s going to turn out, but I feel like I should.
So I miss out on the joy of sharing the fun things about where I’m at in life/relationships on this blog. I share with the people in my life that I interact with on a regular basis (if I didn’t do that, then that would be a red flag), but not here.
So I’m going to make an effort to share a little more, even though I don’t know how things are going to all turn out in the end. So…
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