hi all.......
it was 9:30 pm ,i was watching tv, i got a miscall from my X-gf . i just looked at my mobile, there was a message from sip(my x-gf). the message was like this ......
"Hi,hw r u?tumhe ye batana tha ki, main kuchh aisa karne wali hun jo tumhe bilkul acha nahi lagega par fir v ese accept karlena. main tumhare bina permission k kuch nahi karna chahti,lekin tum manoge nahi islia tumhe bina bataye karungi. aur isi wajase tumhe sorry kehti hun. aur han uske baad main tuhe hamesha klia bye kehdungi.acha good night.agar msg mile to plz miscall kardena."
u know i am little scared about what she is gonna do. she has threatened me of killing herself before many times ,she didnt try it though . i am really against all this type of committing suicide.i really hate her for this attitude. i also wonder this time that she is gonna try something else except committing suicide. i am really scared ,i dont know what will happen,i know i cant sleep thinking of it. as she had told me to give her a miscall if i get the message.i didnt give any miscall though i got the message.i just wanted to create a doubt in her mind that i didnt get the message.she even called me twice after half an hour she sent me the message but i didnt pick up the call. she might be little worried as i have done it many times to avoid her.i wish she doesnt commit suicide.if she commits suicide, and if it will be a police case ,i will be seriously trapped and all the facts will be against me. i dont know what do i have to do now. Though she doesnt know my real name but she has my phone number,my home address,my photos,my messages in her mobile and my college address and my department.all these things are enough to get me caught by the police. All the doubts will be against me.i don't know why is she doing all these things to me.even she had already told me that she doesn't love me anymore and doesn't want any love from me either.she just wants a friendship.but i even seriously avoid her friendship.i never call her and even i dont pick up her calls. but i think she still loves me and couldn't forget me.i am really not her type. i really dont love her and i dont want her in my life ,not as a friend even. but i really dont wanna marry her or having any type of relationship. i just wish nothing bad happens to my life so soon as i have to do so many things in my life for me and my family.
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