I argued with Surya.....

Today morning my friend Prabin arrived from raipur. At 10 o'clock i took him to passport office for applying his passport.but he could not because he had not taken some documents.we then went to BigBazar just to roam around. we returned from Bigbazar at 1 o'clock and then had our lunch at charlie. then i got ready for my college and on the way i dropped Prabin at bus stop as he was about to visit his village. before leaving for college,i told surya and other roommates that i am going change the scheme of Internet which also includes skyview(home cable). i was about to change the home economy plus scheme to smart plus scheme for reducing out internet bill which is now 730 rupees. i wanted it to change to Rs500. i told my roommates and they agreed of changing the scheme but wasnt sure of changing skyview or not.but we all wanted to change our skyview to dish tv or tatasky as the ortel skyview service is very bad and the picture quality is very hazy but we will have to spend around 2500 for it,that was a little problem for us. so we needed to discuss about what is gonna be taken whether dish tv or tatasky or the same skyview(with set up box). yesterday when i asked Surya about what to be taken ,he asked me all about the package and the rates but denied to take any. so i decided to keep the same skyview. but when i was in ortel office to change the scheme ,surya called me and told to not to change the scheme and told me that why i am in a hurry. but i had reason for that as this month was about to end and we needed to change the scheme before the month ends and nobody responded me seriously about changing the scheme. in ortel office i talked to skyview set up box department and the manager sent 2 people to show a demo of setup box. when i reached home, we checked the setup box and then we discussed about changing the scheme. but the discussion leaded to an severe argument when surya denied of saying he hadnt told that he never denied of getting dish tv or tata sky and blamed me of blaming him. but i swear,he had told me that. the argument leaded to a bad result. At the end he told that he wont watch tv or use internet in a very angry mood. i agree that it would have been better if i wouldnt have argued over that matter and i should have been agree to whatever he was saying but i didnt stop . So, he got very angry and i really didnt want that.what i should do now? whoever is wrong,but i dont want to see him like this. should i ask him for forgiving me?

i feel bad for what happened. to relax my mind ,i went to movie"Hulk-2" with abhishek ,ameet and bhabesh bhai. but the movie still didnt make my mind relax. i still thinking of surya. i even heard that he really have not watched tv from the time we argued not even Mahabharat which we watch eveyday. i am really tensed for that. i dont know what should i do?

Third sem Classes started..

Hi all........

Today my 3rd semester classes started. i met all my classmates after a long vacation. three classes were held. i got the class routine and syllabus of this semester from my friends. it was good to meet all the friends together again.

i talked to sikha about whether she talked to deepika or not about me.i told her to make us meet once. but i feel like she is avoiding to do this. me,sikha,uma and Bhabesh talked for almost half an hour outside the department in parking area regarding classes,exams,deepika etc etc. then i returned to home.

yes,i have forgotten to tell you about watching Mahabharata. we(me and my roommates) are watching Mahabharata daily on 9x channel .actually we are watching it to recall our knowledge on Mahabharata. i will write sometime a brief view on Mahabharata later.

bye for now.........

Project Documentation Completed..

Hi all.........

finally today i completed all the documentation of my project report. it took around 2 weeks, i was not working continuously though . i sent it to Rakesh sir to check it. Hopefully i will finish designing the Main page of the Report tomorrow.

i went to movie with my x-gf's younger sis(the same girl who was with me to watch Jane tu..) as she requested me to go with her and i also had no company to go with ,as my roommates had already watched Kismat Konnection.so i agreed to go with her. and yes,we went to watch Kismat Konnection,bought the tickets in black ,entered the cinema hall but watched "Money hai to Honey hai" ,because kismat Konnection was already taken off and we were not aware about that. trust me Money hai to Honey hai is the worst movie of the year. A very few comic scene, Govinda is looking very fat but romancing with Hanshika who is his daughter's age. The songs are not that good. if you are reading this blog ,dont watch the movie.

I Like most in a girl....

Hi all.....

i am gonna tell u what i like most in a girl.u know ,everybody keeps asking what is the thing in a girl that attracts u most. 90% of boys answer the same,i cant say what they answer ,but i think u all can guess. well, what attracts me most in a girl is her lips.i have really an affinity towards a sweet different lips. from my very first crush to last crush ,i have always gone after lips.i cant describe how their lips was,but trust me they all had a very different ,sweet and very attractive lips. Among the bollywood actresses i like Katrina and Preeti Jhangiani lips. but none of girlfriends had my type of lips. may be thats the reason i couldnt stick to them . whatever, lips really have special qualities like it delivers smile,delivers talks and also a kiss . in my engineering days,i was after a girl who really had the beautiful lips i have ever seen live. i was crazy about her but unfortunately she had a bf and she is already married now. but i really like the girls who have a sweet and beautiful lips. some of my thoughts about lips are written below. these are my own written statements ,dont think that i am a poet or something like that but i can write something like this if i try to, but it will take a lot of time.

“A foolish man tells a woman to stop talking, but a wise man tells her that her mouth is extremely beautiful when her lips are closed”

"I think the quality of sexiness comes from within,It is something that is in lips and heart"

" A smile starts on LIPS"

Keep Smiling..................

bye................

jane tu ya jane na..........

hi all......

i watched "jane tu ya jane na" today. the film is good but noting new in it except the picturisation and the comic scenes. i loved both Imran and Geneila work.they are fabulous in the movie. i loved all the songs.my most fev is the "kahin to". i rate this movie 3 out of 5. i watched this movie with my X-gf's younger sis. this was the 2nd movie with her after "Sunday". well,i must tell u nothing is going on between us.she is just a friend to me. she also knows about her didi and my relationship. but i have a doubt that she also likes me. she always keep saying me that she loves me but in a joking manner even in front of her sis and mom. she hugs me every time i say her bye.she always keeps flirting with me.but i dont pay interest towards her as i was dating her sis. i still dont have any interest in her. whatever, she will always remain a friend to me.

that's it for today..

finally my sister's wedding work completed....

hi all.
i today came back to bbsr..i have been to home for "Ashatamangla". both my sister and her husband( my brother-in-law) had been to our home for the first time ever. It is a tradition of our culture that when the daughter and son-in-law visits the in-laws house for the first time, all the demands from the boys family to be sent to his home with all the home appliances. it was around 8:30 am sunday morning,they reached our home.i wasnt not home that time.when i reached home, he(brother-in law) just did pranam touching my feet.i got shocked because though he is my younger sister's husband but he is older to me and i am 3 year young to him. then we had breakfast together .he went for shopping with my eldest brother for clothes.i went to market to load all the appliances to truck. At 6:30 Pm ,they left for their home with the fully loaded truck with all the home appliances even with a needle also. i met bapuna's(my childhood friend) mom and dad and his younger bro.sudhir(one of my good friends) was also with me,he stayed there for a night and the next day we (me and sudhir) left for bbsr and reached bbsr at 2 O'clock.
i bought a fast track watch today it was worth Rs 1795. this is costliest watch ever i have . i am happy with watch but dont know for how long.
Ok bye for now.........

Day 17

hi all.

it was a working day.i worked a lot on my project report.i have already completed 40% of the work.i will try to complete it by tomorrow.

Oh,rememeber the yesterday message from my X-gf, Thank God she hasnt done anything wrong that would have been bad to me.how did i know?she gave me a call at 8:00 am in the morning.after that she has already called me atleast 4 times from different numbers, but i didnt pick up any of her calls. i was little scared yesterday but i am OK now.

A message from my X-gf(Day 16)

hi all.......

it was 9:30 pm ,i was watching tv, i got a miscall from my X-gf . i just looked at my mobile, there was a message from sip(my x-gf). the message was like this ......

"Hi,hw r u?tumhe ye batana tha ki, main kuchh aisa karne wali hun jo tumhe bilkul acha nahi lagega par fir v ese accept karlena. main tumhare bina permission k kuch nahi karna chahti,lekin tum manoge nahi islia tumhe bina bataye karungi. aur isi wajase tumhe sorry kehti hun. aur han uske baad main tuhe hamesha klia bye kehdungi.acha good night.agar msg mile to plz miscall kardena."

u know i am little scared about what she is gonna do. she has threatened me of killing herself before many times ,she didnt try it though . i am really against all this type of committing suicide.i really hate her for this attitude. i also wonder this time that she is gonna try something else except committing suicide. i am really scared ,i dont know what will happen,i know i cant sleep thinking of it. as she had told me to give her a miscall if i get the message.i didnt give any miscall though i got the message.i just wanted to create a doubt in her mind that i didnt get the message.she even called me twice after half an hour she sent me the message but i didnt pick up the call. she might be little worried as i have done it many times to avoid her.i wish she doesnt commit suicide.if she commits suicide, and if it will be a police case ,i will be seriously trapped and all the facts will be against me. i dont know what do i have to do now. Though she doesnt know my real name but she has my phone number,my home address,my photos,my messages in her mobile and my college address and my department.all these things are enough to get me caught by the police. All the doubts will be against me.i don't know why is she doing all these things to me.even she had already told me that she doesn't love me anymore and doesn't want any love from me either.she just wants a friendship.but i even seriously avoid her friendship.i never call her and even i dont pick up her calls. but i think she still loves me and couldn't forget me.i am really not her type. i really dont love her and i dont want her in my life ,not as a friend even. but i really dont wanna marry her or having any type of relationship. i just wish nothing bad happens to my life so soon as i have to do so many things in my life for me and my family.

My Sister's Wedding!!!!!!!

It was 4:30Pm ,12th July,i got a call from my eldest bro while i was sleeping.he woke me up saying that TIKI's(my sister) wedding is tomorrow and you have to come as soon as possible.i got shocked and asked what the...........He just told me to come to home soon and we'll talk about that. my train was 5:30 Pm ,so i got ready and caught the train and reached home at about 10 o'clock in the night.when i arrived home,i just noticed everything was set for the marriage and the groom's family was coming to home for a small meeting just for formality and to get the engagement done.i asked everyone whats going on and what does it need to do it so soon?but my mom and dad gave no reply and my eldest bro just told me that everything has been decided and the marriage is tomorrow and dont ask me anything else.what i know from my sister is that my mom and dad has decided all this and they want this marriage to happen as soon as possible.when i asked mom ,she didnt reply me anything just telling me to shut up.my family has 7 members including me. we three(me,sis and my elder bro) was on one side and on the other side there was my mom,dad and eldest bro.we were opposing the marriage and the other side was supporting for the maarigae.Actually when i saw the photo of the Guy ,i didnt like him ,he was looking like a typical village hero and my sis even didnt like him , and my elder bro didnt
want the marriage to happen like this in a hurry.he was not against the groom but he was against the way the marriage was going to be happened that in a hurry. but i wanted my sis to get married to a handsome guy and in atleast a higher middle class family ,though my sis looks a little fat and doesnt look that good. nothing was according to my choice.the groom's family is just middle class where his father is a headmaster of a school and the guy is working in Mumbai in Visha Retailing Ltd as an accountant incharge of salry just 10,000 rupees. i was completely against the marriage so was my sis.but none was listening to us.Actually the thing was that there was no tithi(the better astological date) for marriage for next 4 month and the groom's family wanted the marriage to happen as soon as possible anyhow.so my parents agreed on their decission as they didnt want to miss this good rista(relationship)
At about 1:30am in night ,the groom's family reached our home and met my sis and had some traditional typical question answer round.then they gave a ring to my sis getting pleased with ehr answers and then the engagement. and finally the marriage was decided to be taken place at a temple near our village 15km away from both of our village(groom's village and that of us).at about 4 o'clock they left our home and everyone in our home just got themsleves busy in arranging things for the marriage like hirirng cars,listing the things required for marriage and sarees etc etc. At about 8o'clock morning we all left for the temple with two cars,and three bikes .it was 140 km away from the paradeep.we reached there at about 2 o'clock afternoon and the groom family reached there at about 4:30 o'clock and the marriage started at the moment they arrived.everything was all set. it took almost 3 hour to get the marriage finished.At about 8 o'clock the marriage finished.i did all the traditional marriage work what a brother of the bride should do. trust me i cried a lot that day but i was trying to control myself because i wanted my sis not to cry a lot.after a long time i cried. she was the only sister of mine and i loved her so much.she was the only one who used to talk to me a lot in my family,she was telling me everything happened in family in my absence.we used to fight a lot in childhood. i will really miss her.....after sending her to her in-laws house,we returned to our home at baout 8 o'clock.we reached home at 2 o'clock.i was feeling so tired that i just fell asleep after a few minnutes laying on bed.the next day it was a busy house with the rest traditional marriage works on everyones head. the listing of things to be sent to the groom's family was going on at a high speed and discussion was also going on what will be the best and where these things should be bought from.
i also helped my family members to decide on these things. as i had work on my training project ,i had to come back to bhubaneswar.i will again visit my home very soon probably this saturday for "Ashtamangala".

Back to bbsr(day 15)

yes,i am now back to bhubaneswar as i was at my home town paradeep for last three days for my sister's marriage. so i was missing writing my blogs.today i reached bhubaneswar at 6 o'clock in the evening. it was raining heavily when i arrived at the Vanivihar station.i called surya to pick me up from the station but he didnt pick up the call.i called him 4 times but he didnt pick up the call as he was sleeping and he was unwell,so i walked to my room getting completely wet.Thank God my important things in my bag didnt get wet.well ,i am not ill now,not any cold or cough. i called Kuni(my paradeep relative) who is staying here with her husband to ask for a meeting. because i havent met her since for a long time,so i guess i will meet her tomorrow.

ok,byr for now

one more boring day(day 11)

hey buddies.............
it was another boring day of my life. i wanted to do my rest project work but didnt as i have to discuss something with Ameet but he was busy in his some work . i read the marketing management book for some hour.in the evening,rakesh sir called me to send the assignments sheets again through email.i sent it but havent recieved any reply yet. hopefully he will send the reply tomorrow.
bye for now.........

scooty repaired(Day 10)

hi dudes...............
i got my scooty repaired today.it is now better in condition than before.i spent almost 1500 rupees on it to get it right.
besides that i did nothing special today........
so bye for now...

one night @call center ends(Day 9)

hi all......

today i went to meet bidhu sir(marketing HOD) to discuss about our project.we discussed for 15 minutes and i realised that i need to work more on collecting some data to complete my project.

i bought some sapre parts for my scooty as it was showing some problem. and yes,today i finished the novel"one night @ call center".it was very good in last 150 pages.i was feeling kind of boring in the starting ,but it really came to a good end.i liked the book a lot.Great Job by Chetan Bhagat.many things to be learned from this book about sellf-confidence,imagination,intelligence,and the daring to face the failures.i liked Vroom's character the most.he is totally open towards everything and the most intelligent among them.if i can,i really wanna see Esha once. but i still somewhat confused regarding that call from God.was that real God.what language he speaks?hinidi or english? God thing is out of my imagination.it may be because i have a very little faith in God. i know why but i cant tell u that because i am not completely convinced of what i think.well,leave it, so confusing na ,i know God is very confusing to me.still i can say i have seen my GOD ,they are my parents,my brother.i love them i wish i really could do something for them.i know it needs dedication but soon after i realise these things i forget. i dont what happens to me. but i am sure i will do something in my life to give something to my family....

ok,thats it for today

bye

I LOVE MUSIC(Day 8)

hi friends,i am gonna tell you about my obsession towards music........

i really love music so much, this is the thing i cant live without.music is my passion but i have not learned music in terms of singing or playing any instrument.but i have tried to, but failed.whenever i am alone ,you can find me listening to the music and singing with it.i love all kinds of music.mostly i prefer Hindi songs.i also listen to English songs but only the hit ones.i always sing with the tune and try to sing as similar as possible with the singers voice. if you will ask me which one is your favorite song,trust me i cant say.because i have a huge list of favorite song from the oldies to newer ones.there are many songs which i didn't like it earlier but after listening it to 2 or 3 times i loved it.and if u ask me about my favorite singer,i also cant answer as i love the songs besides caring about singers who sang it.

Is there anyone who doesn’t love music? Yes, I have met a few sad souls who are impervious to the magic of music and I sympathize with them. The more I listen to music, the more I love it. This affair has been going on since my school days when I was gifted with a Walkman (it was still the 20th century with the Y2K panic setting in slowly). My relationship with music has passed many stages – from Hindi old songs to new rock songs. I didn’t have any avid music listener in the family to guide me about varied musical styles, so I discovered the best (and the worst) on my own. It has been a wonderful journey and I’m still traveling on this musical path to liberation.
What is it about music? Well, it has the power to cure the worst of moods with its harmonious notes. I know, from personal experience, that on gloomy mornings when nothing seems right, the sound of music in my ears or even inside my head is sufficient to put a smile on my face. There’s a certain about music – songs or instrumentals – that makes it lovable.
An unpleasant task becomes easier to handle if you have your favorite melody in your head or under your breath. I’m not just referring to classical music but even popular ballads or rock songs. Unless it’s the kind of music that’s just noise, songs of any genre have the power to influence minds and hearts. It was Aldous Huxley who said, “After silence, that which comes nearest to expressing the inexpressible, is music.” So you know what to do the next time you’re groping for words to say something to someone – write or play a song that voices your thoughts!

i have my IPOD,mp3 player,5.1 surround sound speakers,headphone,earphone,many music editing software.u can guess how crazy i am for music.i kinda a jerky towards music.my friends always asks for me any new good songs,because i always remain myself updated to the latest music arrived in the market,thanks to internet for this.

i download all the lyrics of the song that i like and sing with the song to remember the lyrics of the song and the "sur" of the song.

if i find a song rocking,i dance on it and if i find a song very romantic and meaningful,i get myself lost in it..........

actually i didn't have this obsession from my childhood,it started when i was 15.i don't sing that good but my voice is pleasant.whenever i sing alone or in front of my roommates or in bathroom.

but i am sure till my last breath,i will keep loving music..................MUSIC ROCKS !!!!

Day 8

today we went to Rakesh sir's office to show our completed assignments but he was not there,so we returned without meeting him.
i called rakesh sir to ask for his email id.i sent all the assignments to his email id and told to check those assignment.
i am gonna meet Bidhu sir tomorrow to discuss about our project.
well,i did nothing else today except reading that novel.......
bye for now........

assignment completed(Day 7)

hey all....
today i along with Ameet completed all the assignments given by Rakesh sir.i am free for today now.tomorrow we will have to go to him and show our assignment. we also have decided to meet Bidhu sir(marketing HOD) to discuss about our project.
today our new cook cooked lunch and dinner for us.lunch was too spicy and dinner was full of oil,but it was good not that good.
i didnt do anything else special today,so thats it for today
Bye frnds.........

got a cook(Day 6)

hi friends......
today also nothing special happened.u must be thinking na how boring my life is !
today sury(roommate) cooked lunch for us after a long time ,he coked chiken.that was very tasty.he is really a very good cook.
thank God,we got a cook today. otherwise i used to cook almost all the time.
i had a lot of work to do today. i worked for some hour in the morning but i couldnt work at night as my roommates wanted to watch movie.when we watch movie we turn the room into fully a theatre with dolby surround sound.we watched "aamir" and "mere baap pehle aap" together.
it was fun watching together.
well,thats it for today....
bye guys

supriya hotel( Day 5)

hi friends..........
i feel like updating my blogs whenever anything special happens in my life.because i am getting bored of writing the same things again and again on my blogs.what should i do,nothing special happens in my life.
whatever,i should write something about today.today was also a normal day like everyday,same project work,lunch,2 hour rest,gymming etc.....
For dinner ,we decided to go to SUPRIYA HOTEL. it is approximately 5km away from the place we stay.Supriya hotel is famous for its special tasty motton curry.it was saturday,the weekend,so,we wanted to taste that mutton curry after a very long time alomost 1 year. so we drove to supriya,but we were so unfortunate that there was no mutton curry and the main chef of that hotel was absent. so we had chicken curry but trust me it was very bad.i didnt like the curry at all...
we drove back to room ,drank cold drinks ,watched TV for sometime and now i am going to read the novel i had started a day before..
bye for today...............

Day 4

hello buddies.............

today morning i did a lot of work on my project along with Ameet. i worked up to 2 pm and then went for lunch to a hotel.After lunch we worked together for more 2 hour then i took my bath at 6:30pm.dont get shocked,i usually take bath twice ,once in morning and again after excercise at evening.i didnt take bath in the morning today because i was very busy in my work.

In the evening i watched Boogie Woogie ,Dus ka Dum.i loved Aamir in the show.he is really a perfectionist.he was answering all the question taking a long time and analysing everything that comes his way.he won 1 crore rupees.his sense of humour is very good and very comic.he is really a good man.

after that i watched "jo jeeta wohi superstar",i support Abhijeet in the show.but all the rest singers are also good.besides Abhijeet,i like Rahul Vaidya.i wish one of them wins...

ok i am gonna do my rest work,bye for now

see u all tomorrow

Day 3

Hi all..........
Today i woke up 8:30am in them morning......
i got ready to meet Mr. Rakesh Sir to discuss about our project report in detail.
he gave us some more work in return....oh God,a lot of work to do
but i didnt start the work as Ameet left me alone to work upon that assignment as he had some other work...but i felt like starting together for better work
there was a match between India and SriLanka,thank God ,India won the match and selected for final
yeah ,i mixed some rat poision with my biscuits.................
dont worry ,that wasnt for me ,it was for the rats in our house....the house we stay in is very old almost 17-18 years old,so it has got some big big rats inside
I again cooked both lunch and dinner for my roomamtes.........
yes,today i have started reading the novel"one night @ call center" by chetan bhagat,i found it interesting from the few pages i read.i loved the first book "five point someone"by him.that reminded my engineering days...so i am quite excited to read this novel .
i am gonna read this novel now,
so,bye.......
Love u all

Day 2

Today i woke up at 10 o'clock in the morning,got ready for my training........
i along with Ameet went to Raj Electronics(Godrej store) to meet Rakesh sir(deputy mgr sales,Godrej),we met him at about 2Pm afternnoon actually we had to show our work to sir and discuss about project report in detail,he told us to come to his office tomorrow morning at 9 o'clock....
me and Ameet had our lunch in a hotel then came back to home..
there was a cricket match between India and Pakistan,i watched it for an hour then i slept for one hour........
at about 6:30pm i received a call from Savy(my collegemate) to give back her laptop,actually she had given me her laptop to load an antivirus software.i went to give back her laptop to her hostel and handed over to her.she thanked me and i told "mention not" in reply
then i went to Alka Market (khati place for MBA students).i met Bhabesh,Situ and Milan(our seniors) there and yes i met Abhishek also..we chat for half an hour then we came back to boys hostel.
i dont stay in hostel as i stay in mess(rented house) with some of my engineering batchmates.
i met Suresh Da(collegemate) there.we talked for one hour then i got a call from Susham(roomamte) to come back room. i came back to room,cooked dinner for us.
we watched movie(chupke chupke) on TV.i had watched it before but i love this movie so i watched it again along with my friend susham..
India lost the cricket match to Pakistan by 8 wicket
ok,thats it for today...
bye

My first blog(Day 1)

hey ,hello to evrybody................
this is 1st of july when i thought of starting my blog while surfing the internet.u can say i am inspired by Mr.Aamir khan.
i think this is a very good idea to share ur feelings and ur life with others.so i am gonna start it.i am really not starting it for others to read about me and comment on my blog but the truth is that i just want to write what i did on the day and what else i thought of and i can read it whenever i want.i will write my blog everyday at 11pm .
On today
i woke up at 10 o'clock in the morning,i finished my summer training work.i cooked lunch for me and my roommates. then i again slept for 2 hour and woke up at 5 o'clock and then did some training work and thought doing something different on my training work,i will discuss it with Ameet(my collegemate n projectmate) tomoroow,if he agrees ,i will do that.
sometimes i login to orkut or gtalk to check my scraps or talk to my friends......i log on to gtalk once today,shikha(my collegemate) was online but i didnt talk as i felt like nothing to talk about but i really like talking to her........
i wished Amar(college mate) on his birthday
i again cooked dinner for us........we had our dinner,my roomamtes praised my dish
i really didnt do anything special today,as i feel like i wasted my one more day.and yes i did this special thing that i started writing blogs.hopefully i will continue this as long as possible ...
LOVE,
Thank you